This post is from a dear submissive of Mine. I think his experience with My femdom hypnosis will be something that many of my listeners may find interesting. I have frequently observed how people can have different, yet similar experiences with My hypnosis. Do enjoy this journey, and feel free to share with Me your own personal experiences with hypnosis anytime.
One of the things I’ve noticed in my journey into submission is how there are levels to the experience. The very first time I listened to a hypnosis file, well before I crossed paths with Mistress Amethyst, I definitely enjoyed it. I felt time pass a little differently, but more than anything I enjoyed the sense of giving over control and obeying. It was mostly a conscious act.
Level 1
The more I listened to hypnosis files, the more I found that I would have unconscious reactions to files. Like I wouldn’t hear a specific suggestion that my body should start quivering, and yet it would. I found files where I was able to achieve a hands-free orgasm if I was in the right mood for it.
Then I found Mistress Amethyst, and it was the beginning of a tangible shift in how I experienced hypnosis. It started as my past experiences had with other hypnotists. I downloaded a couple of files that were largely about getting off and having myself a good time. But then, subtly that shifted. With previous femdom hypnotists, it had been about files and experiences with those files, but with Amethyst, it became more and more about her.
Level 2
The first major change in my mind was when I decided to get Slip into Enslavement. This is a file that is purely about giving yourself over to her control, and really feeling the pleasure of submission as its own thing. Before this file I tended to see femdom hypnosis as a pleasurable altered state of mind, but this was something deeper. Something that connected with me on a level I hadn’t considered.
At one point I panicked. I felt myself getting so sucked into her control that I felt I had to back away and cut things off. I went cold turkey. I still feel bad about how I just fell off the earth and didn’t let her know what was going on. For a time, several months as I recall, I stayed away from her files.
Level 3
Then one night, I thought I’d just listen to one file as it had been a while. Just a little fun thrill and then I’d leave it at that. Then another listen and another and I felt myself going even deeper under her influence than I ever had before. This time though, I wasn’t scared. It just felt right.
When I couldn’t help myself I felt out of control, but then I realized I wasn’t out of control, I was under her control. I had struggled with this sense that I was giving too much control to somebody I’d never met and would never meet. Yet I came to terms with it and realized how I just felt right and safe with her.
Level 4
Lately, this seems to have taken another level deeper still. As you listen to Mistress Amethyst you tend to pile up a large collection of her files. You’ll pick up some as new files and listen to them to one degree or another. Sometimes you’ll go back and pick up an older file you’d never heard before. Regularly I find I tend to latch onto a few that are really powerful for me like Slip into Enslavement and Powereless.
What I highly recommend though is, ever so often, go back to the basics. Dig up on of the first files you listened to. Particularly try one of the files that sets up some of her commands. Even though you may here her use those commands on you all the time, I found that reinforcing them every so often just takes things to another level.
For me, recently, it was listening to Slip into Mindlessness. I spent a couple of days listening to that file regularly, and now there’s something really different about how I feel each hypnosis session. It’s hard to describe, and hypnosis is different with everybody, but let me give it a shot.
When I first started with hypnosis, the first sense I had that the files were working was I’d lose the sense of time passing. Like I’d listen to a file that was 40-50 minutes long and it never felt that long. It felt like I had only been under for a few minutes.
Mistress Amethyst: Just to interject, this is often found to be quite common with hypnosis subjects who are profoundly deep within trance. Very often, a subjects awareness of time becomes hazy and disconnected. This enables Me as a hypnotist to make a great amount of change to your psyche in just a short amount of time…
Now, I feel like I’m just in this kind of warm cocoon of her voice. I feel less like I’m trying to listen to her voice, and more feeling like I’m just enveloped in it. Her triggering words just affect me without me really thinking about it anymore. When she says to go “deep” or to “slip”, I just do. I feel less and less like I’m wrestling with my analytical mind, and more just accepting the words.
Level 5…
Right now I feel like I’m going so much deeper than before and I can’t imagine how I could go deeper still. Yet that was true of each level before it. So I know more is coming. I know that the feeling of submission will grow deeper. That the feeling of letting go will be that much more profound.
ok, wow. i cannot tell you how much your experience parallels mine.. thanks for this.